Sad memories

Di besarkan dalam keluarga yang sebegini..sukar untuk diubah..tapi hati ini memberontak untuk tidak ikut cara mereka tapi bila kita membesarkan anak bersama mereka..secara tak langsung kita akan terkene juga tempiasnya..
Cara mereka membesarkan aku adik beradik..bila kami bergaduh..dorang tak kan pernah menjernihkan keadaan..dorang akan cuba untuk rumitkan lagi keadaan..
Akan aku cuba untuk ambil positif  side je dari dorang.. Insyaallah...Ya Allah bantulah aku untuk hadapi semuanya..

Birthday

28 Jan.. It's my birthday.. Today's my birthday but nothing special.. Have no wishes from family like always.. Sometimes fell very sad borned in this family..
Today..just celebrate with my daughter only..n ask her to wishes me happy birthday.. Just to make me happy.. Always fell jelous with friends who have family members which is care about them..
Hopefully my family will treat me like that too..but i think it's just hope n never comes true..
Because of this.. I promise with myself..i will treat my daughter much more better than them.. I will make sure that you don't feel what my felling now..

#papepunbersyukurdengannikmatMu
#lovemyfamilywalaupundorangtaksayangaku
#hopefullyakuakandapatrasakasihsayangnanti
#cumakongsiluahanhatije